im happy cause i was early!
i was walking school and then i realised i had to run to school! when i ran i realised i havent ran in awhile and now my legs are all cramped up!! cause i have not ran for a long long time rrrr!
money !
they just care about status and money and how famous but the real fact is that the heart must be there ,they forget !!!!!
how i feel
should i say im happy? or should i say im sad!….. all of this dont matter matter any more!
im not angry… im jut in a state of mine where i dont know what to do!!! and im confusing myself even more each time i think.im not going to feel sorry for myself no more im going to stand up and fight !
make my fingers bleed once again! like i did when i was younger!
i feel like making the decisions i always wanted to make… now !!!
Yesterday i learnt so much things that i coud have never learnt in a life time! sometimes you never know what may come to your mind it just gets realised by your mind.
i miss my grandfather so much because he was great ,he was everything to everyone.now when he is gone i feel like something is missing although i did not see him very often.
i am scared of what may happen to my own father as i imagined I was him up there during the eulogy yesterday,i saw him cry. i wish that one day i have to face the same thing he faced yesterday. i will have to loose him one day which scares me.
i pray to God that whatever wrong i have done and maybe going todo could still be forgiven by my father before he leaves the world. Because i know i will be crying just like he has cried yesterday but the difference is that he has accomplished what he needs in his life! have I?
Only God can help!…
